Unhappiness
recently, I am really unhappy with my work, please imagine that I am the only coordinator(other than my 'idol') in the whole company who have all information for event, wedding, D&D.......
but the management starts to take me for granted (it was like tat initially but it was GETTING WORSE), the BOSSES (female & male) thought that staying back to accomplish task(no overtime charge) is a necessity..... they do not even appreciate us as a staff taking a salary doing overtime without pay and without complaining.....
they always say 人在做， 天在看，i realise is all excuse, is just to cover up all those
deceit, whenever they feel that we are in the wrong, they will always blame..... BUT IS THERE TIME WHEN THEY REALLY APPRECIATE WHEN I CLOSE SO MANY EVENTS FOR THEM(with no commission - explanation below)????HE always feels that my position is not here to do sales for the company, as all the customer 'drop from the sky' and not my effort to close the sales but do you think if I am not anwering their queries, meeting up with them, fill them with ideas from past experiences, will there be sales?????????? do you really think that when a couple go looking for a wedding venue, they will know what to ask..... lets dun say HOTEL, as they engage professionals like wedding planner (got $$$$ thins can be done nicely) but at my working place, the appearance is an dining area.......
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scenario 1client: hi, i call up to check, do your area do wedding... or rom ahme: yes, how can i help, how many guest are you looking at? and the date too....client: what is your maximum? (never ans my question)
me: the max seating capacity is 180 pax.....
client: how your place looks like? can explain (how to desribe through phone)
me: shall i fix an appointment for you to come down and view the place......
client: i just want to know how the place look like before i go down (i still dunno how to describe lor)
me: maybe can i send you the pictures through email, so you can have clearer pictures.....
client: are you working on weekends? as i only have time in the evening or weekends as we are both working.... (like that how to reject??? my working hours is 9pm - 5pm)
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but i never complain that there is no commission based....... all i want is some appreciation.....in real working life, everything have to be in black n white, if not whenever there is problems to faced, everybody starts pushing....... especially to work with people that have been working for quite some times, human being tends to have the sense of reliabilty..... but when this happen people wont admit their msitakes, they will be starts pushing blame.......
there is no true friendship in this world.... there is nobody to trust....... not even myself..... i dun trust myself sometimes too...... when i was too furious to help out some colleagues but sub-consiously i will still help in slience.....
i'm really tired..... people around me keep telling me, i can jolly well find another job..... but maybe me myself too emotionally..... deep inside me i always feel that i cannot just throw down all my 'things' n leave like that...... but 'thing' are seems never ending...... everyday i got to answer enquiries..... doing follow-up..... meet new clients n sometimes walk-ins.......
i seems to have too much stress on myself......
