have been very busy these few days.......... as villa raintree is launching soon..... so office was like in chaos..... running here n there have meeting n had everyone briefed abt the products......... but someone @ home seems dun understand my position n stress....... but its ok...... one day will understand..... on wed last min the lee get us to meeting, saying it was a short meeting from 4.30pm, but know wat.... actually last @ 8pm..... so me, jackson, michelle & derek.... thought of go Makansutra eat dinner cum supper.... so we walk to clarke quay to take bumboat down to Esplanda.......... n we chit chat till 1am.... hahaha..... and when i reach home.... i was all alone again..... i seems to be alone for many days.....

thurs is the launch of our Straits Times advert..... so we recieved alot of calls.... was so busy in the afternoon..... never even call me.... haiz.... was so tired running abt in the office answering calls.... then after work, went shopping @ marina square... i really need to explode.... i really need help.... pls....... pls stop torturing me....

hai.... he came home pack things n go........ wondering where he go........ never look @ him..... doubt he look @ me too...... dunno when will it ends…… I really dun dare to face the reality….. I dun wan to tok anymore….. I shall be mute to everything……… I really cant sleep……… have to control my tears during daytime……. Have to cry alone @ night……….

Please stop hurting & torturing my mentality………..

Depressness + Sadness = Depression

my bad habit is to cry out to relieve any kind of stress.... but i realise these few days.... cant even force myself to cry out...... will jus shed tears then no more........

last night went to KTV with the same group of colleague.... to relax..... througout the session willl still have images of him coming up whenever they sing the songs tat he likes to sing..... one of them sang (Yi Sheng Ai Ni Yi Ke) by ekin.... i was holding back.....

never call, msg or email.... so heartless.... both of us not giving in..... when will it last.... 3 days.... 1 week..... please dun be any longer..... tired..... tired of everything...........

y these few days my blog is getting more & more depressed..... so sad........ found myself getting weaker & weaker everyday.......

Saw this on Xia Xue's blog http://www.dumpalink.com/media/1148029464/Lost_Reality..._He_Said_She